Thankyou everyone for your good wishes. Unfortunately Beki has gone downhill today. She is very poorly and the Kusadasi vet is taking her to the vet hospital in Aydin tomorrow morning. He also states clearly that Mehmet's medical procedures were fine..no mistakes on his part. But of course leaving her outside in searing heat with no water on Sunday is NOT a medical procedure is it? Just neglect.
I don't know who to believe or trust. The only small reassurance I have is that my friend Karen (from T.A.G) is knowledgable when it comes to vets here, and she feels that if the Aydin vets think there is no hope then they will insist on doing the right thing.
Anyway, my feeling is that she has had enough. I would like her to go peacefully now. She can't stand up. It's as if her legs are paralysed. However, Mr A's beliefs are that only God/Allah can give or take life. So he wants to continue with all this.
I know Mr A adores Beki but I don't share his beliefs. How is it that muslims can believe this, but can continue to see the cruelty and neglect being dished out daily to dogs and cats on the streets of this country?
This is not a personal criticism of my husband, but of a religion that I think is hypocritical in so many ways.
Apologies if this causes offence to anyone, but it's really hard for me at the moment because the control over Beki's destiny seems to have been removed from me completely.
I'm now back at home with Poppy. I can't bear to watch what's happening to Beki and know that at this point in time, I can do nothing to ease her suffering.